The face of my dead father is before me. I wish it would stop blinking.

I know, I wasn't there when my clan needed me most, my gut said "no don't leave," but I went anyway. That decision has cost me dear, and though I no longer can hold my loving parents and little brother, I can avenge you all even at the cost of losing my life.

There was a force vision of me sleeping.
The most terrifying part is I was all alone.