The twins stood facing each other, their lightsabers humming quietly in the cool night air. Anselm had fallen into a familiar stance, half-facing her with his violet blade held above his head. As she watched, he stood up a bit straighter, his expression smoothing. Probably using the Force to ignore the pain of the blows she’d landed on his side.
The scene was a familiar one. How often had they stood in these exact stances, duelling for their father’s approval and the entertainment of his capos? More times than she could count. She knew Anselm’s moves, his tactics. How he thought. Yet she had never been able to beat him in single combat.
What’s more, he now had new tricks. The way he’d redirected her lightning? That was new. She took a few paces to her right, away from his dominant hand. She kept her movements slow and her weight evenly balanced. “You redirected my lightning. How long did it take you to figure out how to do that?”
“Not long. It’s just something I’ve been messing around with,” Anselm replied with a sideways grin. Despite his seemingly calm appearance, she could see the rage burning in his eyes.
“That’s just like you,” she growled. Force energy flooded her muscles, and she instantly felt lighter, faster. She lunged, aiming a slash at his midsection. Sparks flew as twin violet lightsabers met. His movements were preternaturally quick, as if his every movement was guided by the Force itself.
“Everything’s just so karking easy for you!” She lashed out with her foot to trip him, but he was already retreating backward. She closed the distance, getting inside his reach. Slash to the shoulder, feint, thrust to the midsection, attacking as quickly as she could. But he deflected every blow. “You never even had to try!”
Though her attacks didn’t land, her words did. Anselm’s eyes narrowed. “It wouldn’t have mattered. I was never going to be good enough for him. Neither of us were.” He made a quick gesture toward the scars on his face. “I figured that out the night he gave me these.”
That gesture turned into a quick shove of his hand. An invisible wall of Force slammed into her, knocking her back a few steps. She barely had time to regain her balance before he was on her, lashing out with lightning-fast attacks. Feint, deflect, dodge. Always keeping her on the defensive. She took a deep breath, redirecting her power for a second, long enough to focus on a spot behind him.
She appeared there a heartbeat later, and gave a bitter laugh. “You’re an idiot if you think a few scars are the worst thing he can do. And while you were compromising mission after mission with all that honor bullshit that uncle filled your head with, I had to pick up the slack.”
Adele charged, her lightsaber raised in an overhead strike. She vanished at the last moment, appearing a few steps behind him. He pivoted, his blade meeting hers. They stood, locked in a contest of strength and will. “Do you have any idea how many people I killed just to protect you? All so you could pretend to be a hero.”
“You’ve got a bizarre definition of ‘protecting me’, sister-mine,” Anselm lashed out with his foot, sending her stumbling back a few paces. He surged forward, following the flow of the Force. She barely brought her blade up in time to deflect his lunge. “Don’t pretend you didn’t want to be his favorite.”
She brought her weapon up and around into a slash. This time, he was the one who teleported, appearing a few feet to her left. “Of course I did! But you were always the heir he wanted. I had to work twice as hard to get half the esteem he had for you. Oh, he made that obvious enough, even though I worked so hard to prove him wrong.”
“Jealousy, Dele? Really?” he quipped sarcastically.
Adele laughed, harsh and ragged. “Oh, I know! Joke’s on me, right? I was the only one who didn’t see what was perfectly obvious to everyone else. I’m a total kark-up with weak powers. On my best day, I couldn’t even come close to my perfect, powerful brother.” Her words tasted like a bitter pill in her mouth “I couldn’t even keep our family together.”
The point of Anselm’s blade dipped an inch. His rage dimmed at the sound of the pain in her voice. “Hey. Dele, come on.”
“No!” Adele scrubbed her eyes angrily with her free hand, swiping away the tears that burned them. “You wanted my sins, brother! You know, I was actually happy when you left? I thought I finally had a chance to prove myself. So yes, I took the slave trading mission, just like father wanted. I hated it, but I picked up that weight since you were too honorable to touch it. And to the surprise of absolutely nobody, I karked that up too!” She felt a tightness as she recalled the blaring klaxons, the thick smoke that seared her throat and lungs, the pain from her injuries. The blank-eyed stares of the dead.
Her lightsaber slipped from nerveless fingers and clattered onto the filthy pavement. She tried to stop talking, but the words continued between heaving breaths. “There was fighting… and the drive core got damaged… and so much fire everywhere… and our crew and all the other people… everyone died… all because I was stupid enough to believe….”
Adele sank to her knees, her face buried in her hands. A moment later, she hear Anselm deactivate his lightsaber. “Stop it, Dele. Just stop.”
But she couldn’t. She continued in a ragged whisper, more words rushing out with every breath. “I have to fix this… I have to make up for it… all those people… it’s all my fault….”
Wordlessly, Anselm crossed the space between them to wrap her in a fierce, protective hug. And that was when the dam broke. Adele burst into tears, her whole body wracked with soul-rending sobs. All of her rage, frustration and fear poured out of her in a rush of emotion, with no regard for the crowd of onlookers who had reassembled at the mouth of the alley.
Anselm didn’t say a word. He simply hugged her until the tempest subsided, leaving her feeling ragged, drained and numb. She broke free from his hug and scrubbed her face with her hands. She felt better now. Lighter. As if a fraction of the weight she’d been carrying had been lifted from her shoulders.
But at what cost? “Do you hate me now?” She asked the question hesitantly, fearing his response.
“I’m pretty pissed off, yeah,” Anselm replied with a tired grin. “You did just say some pretty awful things about my sister just now. If you were anyone else, I’d kick your ass.”
“Anselm.” Adele studied his face intently.
His grin vanished, but the concern in his eyes did not. “Look, I meant what I said. We’re in this together. We’ll figure the rest out.” He stood up and offered her a hand.
Relief washed over her. She took his proffered hand and let him pull her to her feet. It was only then that her exhaustion hit her, the weight of weariness from both her liberal use of her powers and her outpouring of emotion.
Anselm stretched and cracked his neck. Though the motion was casual, Adele knew he only did it when he was tired as well. “So, you still want to go track down the backup team?” His voice was casual as he asked.
“No,” Adele said. “You’re right. They’ll probably find us, especially after that light show you put on redirecting my lightning. We can deal with them then.” She paused for a moment, before adding, “Do you still want to go into the club?”
“Nah. We should probably go somewhere and talk.” Anselm made a face. “Just… with fewer kidney punches, okay?”
There was something in his comment that she found inexplicably funny, and she began to laugh hysterically. It felt like the first time she’d laughed in a long time. It felt good, like a cleansing rain after a scorching day. “No promises,” she said at last.